When you open up our love is alive but ...

Now you're quiet and I'm dying inside. So baby SPEAK UP! Cause' you're silence is killing me. Are you loving me or hating me? Cause' I can never tell. );

HEY !

i'm done relaxing now , it's time for blogging. (: well , today we went to Sunway Pyramid to celebrate Shu Shian belated birthday. i went to her house around 11am and Desiree arrived a few minutes later. waited for her to change and her brother to come and fetch us around 1pm. then , fetch Sherilyn and off to Sunway Pyramid. (; arrived there and Shu Shian & Desiree meet them (which is Mei Jun , Chelsie & Jillian) at Mc Donald while me teman Sherilyn went to the DiGi shop reload. then , we bump into Min Hui. :D i was like , " who's waving at us? " HAHAHA. sorry , Min Hui. i was blur that time. (x end up , we all go eat cause' we're so hungry. D:

 YES! we went to Gasoline. (: my very 1st time. can you believe it? :O hahaha. so outdated lar me. 1st time to Gasoline. shock-ness man. xD then , bump into my old school mate and also my babe , Denyse Chan. :D we eat and we chit-chat the whole time. talk about " ahem ". kinda feel like crying when we started talking about " ahem ". hahaha. i dunno why and i don't wanna care. right? HAHA. then , me & Chelsie order french fries. :D Janean came so freaking late. D: we all were done with our food edi and camwhore a lil' there. then , off we go. :D we walk around. didn't watch movie or go Redbox. D: *sigh* so bored. walk like hours man. so freaking sien. ); Mei Jun & Janean went back first then we walk around again. Shu Shian , Jillian and me went to the skating ring there and at the side , there's a mini arcade and we had fun there while Chelsie , Sherilyn and Desiree walk to somewhere. (; then , we went back up and meet them and they ends up at Starbucks. :D stand there for a while and Jillian & Chelsie father came and fetch us home. (: drop Shu Shian at her house and we went back to Jillian & Chelsie house. my dad came and fetch me home and i straight away went upstairs and sit on my bed. wasn't lying down cause' surely i will fall asleep. change and here i am. :D

aiks. my flu is not going anywhere. D: aiks. and , i regret wearing my new top today. well , i'll let you know why on my next post. i bet you guys will say "WTH man. -.-" for sure. hahaha. oh well , that's all for today. bye bye. ^^

(L)

I wanna make a football team. Football team , football team. *singing* :D

Fake the smile , Vincy. FAKE IT !

HELLO.

i'm gonna blog about yesterday and a day before yesterday.

Friday ;

went out with my aunts and cousin. went to Time Square and shop around. bought 2 things and lost my purse. can say got robbed. ;x aihs. so , a lil' sad cause' i love my purse alot. D: oh well , here are some pictures.

Aunt Kelly & Baby Hilton

   He's adorable huh? (;

The father of Baby Hilton , Uncle Hugo.

  Sam ! Organic Spirulina Orange Juice. :D

Saturday ;

woke up late. eat and play the whole day til' night time. cousin brother and cousin sister-in-law came and bring their baby along.

FINALLY ! I'm Aunt Vincy. YAY~

LOL. here are some photos. :D she's just 2 months old. (:

adorable right? :D

*sigh* i'm jealous here. D: babies are so cute and i want one. but , i'm too young to have one. isn't it sad? D: hahahaha. i've wanted to be a mom for years. oh well , dreams come true you know? :D when i grow up , get married , i'm gonna make a football team. seriously. (;

that's all. bye bye.

(L)   

God. Please help me take away the pain. D:

This is very last time i will smile. Not just to YOU , include all of you.

HEY !

i'm back to blog. well , today woke up really late and miss breakfast again. even i didn't miss , i don't have appetite to eat anymore. i dunno why but i see something that makes me feel like there's no point for me to eat proper meal , smile or even laugh. just something happen. well , it had nothing to do with anyone except myself. i just felt i lost something. my mind keep thinking the same question. it goes around and around my mind. i can't sleep or eat properly anymore. aihs. i will miss the old ****. (; alot.

now it's raining and i wish it stop cause' i wanna go jogging and clear my mind. but , it didn't. oh well , maybe another day? gotta go thru another painful day. ): aihs. i gotta do something to change myself. i can't sit here crying or even emo-ing. it's wasting my time. am i right? i don't want spend my life like that forever. i don't mind not smiling or laughing like i used to anymore but , i can't live like a sad person forever. you know? i gotta be happy. but sadly , i don't feel like being happy. i think it's better to talk it out with my friends? but , if i do , they will think that i'm just too much and doesn't wanna let go and whatever. so , it's better keep everything to myself. right?

oh well , now if anyone of you peeps met me , you know how quite i am. i used to be LOUD and HYPER. super active. now , i'm super dead. like a dead plant. well , mroe worst than that. ); well , ignore the emoish me. (x i'm always like that. so , let's talk about other things. hmmmm. how about my weight?

well , i lost a lil' weight again. few weeks ago , i lost 30 pauns and i gain back 20 pauns. LOL. i'm gonna lost all those fat on my legs , butt and my waist. then , i won't be losing weight or whatever anymore. (: let's talk about other things. how about my favorite songs? (: i'm addicted to Kristina DeBarge songs cause' her songs and those lyrics are exactly what i wanna tell people how i feel. so , yea. well , keeping something away from your best friends is hard but , express all out on music makes someone feel better. oh well , that's all for today. blog again soon. (: promised.

(L)

P/S : I cut my hair cause' it reminds me of YOU. I know you like the long hair do. ).;

I'mma marshmellow killer. :D

I don't eat marshmellow. I torture the marshmellow. :D

HELLO ! :D

a short update. today i woke up around 12pm cause' my back hurts so bad. D: then , went to shower and had noodles for lunch. then , play computer til' now cause' didn't get to go out today. Wei Min came over today. had a lil' chat and she gotta go back edi. so sad. D: SO SAD~ haha. xD i'm being dramatic again. (x then , ate dinner and here i am. :D

short right? :D HAHAHA. xD oh well , that's all for today. will update as soon as i can. i promised. (:

(L)

P/S : I know the pictures up there is disgusting so , deal with it. HAHA. xD  

Vincy turn a nice story into a lame story. xD

HELLO , peeps. :D

let me tell you a story of a great friend. shall we start? here it goes. (:

P/S : SORRY. My english are kinda bad so , try to get my point , kay?

i used to have this friend (he's a guy) who is my shoulder to cry on and also my best friend. he's Samuel Goh. but , one day , i found a friend (which is a girl) that i can trust and also feel comfortable with. it sounds wrong but don't think it on the wrong way , okay? well , i met this girl since last year. we are friends for 2 years ni. short time right? :D but , we go thru alot together. nobody can hold their breath cause' of my attitude. but , she does. she can hold it for a long time and she didn't even complain or get mad. she just say " I'm sorry. " Last year , we sit together in class. so as this year. :D but , next year , i don't think so anymore. WHY? cause' i'm about to change class and i don't have a friend to cry on anymore. this girl is a wonderful friend. in my life , there's no " true friend " or " best friend " exist until she came into my life. (: she change everything in my life. (negative stuff lar. plus my attitude is getting better because of her.)

i spend most of my time chatting with her , having fun with her. most of the time , i go to her house. well , not every week or every month. just a few times but most of the time lar , it's her house. (: she taught me alot of things. include English. HAHAHA. i'm such a dumbo. (x everytime i got problem , she's the one that i turn on. although Samuel and Mei Jun also my best friend but i've always turn on her. she will help me solve the problem and she always joke with it to make me happy. (; her name is ...

Denyse H'ng Yii-Wen

she's special to me. how special? very special. (: she's not just my best friend , she's my sister too. :D let me show you the great time we had together. me & Denyse only. (:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 Happy Birthday To My SUPER BEST FRIEND , Denyse H'ng Yii-Wen. (:

Happy sweet 14th , babe.

Thank you for all the great times , best friend and , thank you for going thru all those unhappy moments with me. I apprieciate it alot.

Although i can't celebrate your birthday with you but when you come back , we'll throw a a party as for you , kay?

I LOVE YOU , BABE. (:

She's a great friend. TRUST ME. :D oh well , that's all for today. bye , peeps. :D

(L)